All I'll Ever Be

I'm just so at a loss with my situation here. This really demonstrates how I feel I just can't, but I should, but I can't...

All I'll Ever be

All I want to be

Is with you

But I can’t

Seem to do so

I try and I try

And when the moment is right

I back away

Too afraid

Afraid of the consequences

Afraid of the worst thing that could possibly happen

Losing you

But as I do this

I walk away from what I can be

Exactly that, with you

I am lost in limbo

I fall from what can

To preserve what is

That is no way to live

I do so anyway

Too shy to try

Too dumb to speak

Too foolish to act

Too in love with you